Eyes into the soul

I used to endeavor to understand..why mentally dealt this blind man's hand..with no apologies just God's plan..thus birthing God's gangster no reprimand.. picture a war that never had trenches.. marathon through hell without any benches.. family dinner without any kitchens..red-handed murder without any witness..embracing our pleasures caressing our death..king of the tower but missing the steps..smother the right now stuck with what's left..Gps system without a address.. at a 4 way stop with no red sign.. before technology was this thing called a mind..all these vibes up and down your spine.. no one wants to use their bodies design..