Destination

To other worlds I will descend
I will not stop traveling til' it ends
Destination?
Don't know
Don't care
Just as long as you’re here
And I’m there
Trying to escape the never ending pain
Because the only good things here
Are music, poems, and rain
No one knows the conflict I feel
The only things they care for is
 Money and cutting deals
But the more you try to change things
The more people leave you
They lie and tell you they have you
But the second they get a chance
They Houdini, disappear
"What’s the point of staying?"
I hear loud and clear
"Stop being so dramatic"
I hear from the shadows
Of the ones that left
It’s systematic
It never fails
 Its everyone
It’s me for some reason
It happens every time
Constant
Like the rain
Maybe it’s something about me
My talk
My walk
The way I bottle up anger
Emotions
My thoughts
Maybe if I changed everything
They would stay
For longer this time
I might reach that day
Relationships
Pointless
Why do I stay and try and fix things
When in the blink of an eye you could be
Gone
Like my last
Like my father
Like most before
Which is why I have made my
Decision
On my
A destination
Anywhere but here
In this house
In this town
 In this goddamn nation
I’ll be gone
I’ll show everyone who gave up on me
My life
My dream
And my destiny
You know what they say.
“You don’t know what you have until it’s gone”
Which is why I don’t understand
Why I’m the one left to sing
This long sad song
This is why
I plan to leave here in a few hours
Days
Years
Lives
Then I will have my victory over everyone
Who left
Who hurt
Who denied
Me of my destination
I’ll get there soon
I swear to the gods
But til' then I'm sitting' thinking
Waiting to leave and explain
Reasons and why I'm sinking
Just getting rid of some
Complications
So I could at last
Reach my
Final
Destination