Misguided thoughts

ever had someone poke false truths at you?
let their talks of wonderful lies persuade you
your thoughts being raped by theirs
ever?

how bout being spoon feed your daily knowledge not to hurt yourself
or (the thought) of suicide?
perhaps another way is untold secrets killing you but making them smile
to me I don't matter,never have,never will.tisk tisk?

another question in my mad(insane) mind is
how do you trust someone that hates/doesn't trust you/never listens/yourself?

answer is.try

not to hard is it?
kinda....simple at the least?
oh but my "friend" it is.

being called stupid compared to your cousins by your aunt/everyone DX
or being excepted to know what they mean when
THEY DON'T FUCKING EXPLAIN IT EVER AND OR WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE SHIT

*takes deep breath* any how.why am I writing this only to have it never heard? or never spoken of? because its a poem. a truthfully destructing poem.no tears?feelings?good.


goodbye my "friends" ta ta ....for now