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get tf away from me…
sometimes
i feel so far
away from her
i want to push
her even further
get the fuck
away from me
( i need you )
i don’t need you
🚫
emotionally
my attitude
makes me feel
like a child
i’m angry and
i don’t want to
facilitate self
improvement
stubborn
i don’t need you
( i need you )
crying out for help
i’m silent
i don’t want to
participate in
my own healing
responsibility
accountability
it’s all a foreign
language to me
and I’m
failing miserably
drowning in
self pity
Published 20th Mar 2022
| Edited 4th May 2022
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Anonymous
- Edited 21st Mar 2022 1:25am
21st Mar 2022 1:20am
It's so hard...Communication is so hard to
engage in. And it's when I have the most need for it, weather because I'm at the low
point and I'm dying for another's voice of
reason/love/comfort/hope/warmth/care or
because I'm at a high point and I feel so
good I'm just dying to share it with another,
or even just friendship, that's when I'm least
likely to find the ways to overcome the fear
or inertias preventing me from reaching out
to the people that can help me know more
Joy/Love/Happiness/Self
engage in. And it's when I have the most need for it, weather because I'm at the low
point and I'm dying for another's voice of
reason/love/comfort/hope/warmth/care or
because I'm at a high point and I feel so
good I'm just dying to share it with another,
or even just friendship, that's when I'm least
likely to find the ways to overcome the fear
or inertias preventing me from reaching out
to the people that can help me know more
Joy/Love/Happiness/Self
21st Jul 2022 10:37am
So hard yet so vital, the walls we once used for survival can encapsulate us long after the need for protection, turning self preservation into isolation. I pray your path becomes easier to communicate, the human connection is such a primal necessity. All the love, my friend 💝
And here your communication has so inspired, thank you!
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/455933-flow-sweetly/
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/455933-flow-sweetly/
21st Mar 2022 4:54am
Potent expression.
I like the pointed defiance
and self awareness.
(I understand it could be seen as detrimental to self,
perhaps, but I still like it.)
I like the pointed defiance
and self awareness.
(I understand it could be seen as detrimental to self,
perhaps, but I still like it.)
21st Jul 2022 11:09am
The bewildered yet defiant child in me needed to be heard, as she was never nurtured when was needed. Thank you, I’ve been told self awareness is a strong suit. I had to listen to and honor this component of opposition in me, so I could move through it.
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/455933-flow-sweetly/
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/455933-flow-sweetly/
