CAN'T KEEP WAITING ON YOUR LOVE

Lately I've been thinking about how the situation with us has changed over time, and I have become PATIENCE and still understanding of how you feel. Yet for the life of me why do you shut me out,  and try so desperately to break my spirit and soul. Yet I feel so abandoned by your actions that you project towards our relationship, with no disregards on how you make me feel less than a person and a woman, who still has love for you. But yet there it is plain and simple, to be seen right before my eyes for did you ever truly loved me as you said, or was I just a chess piece on your board of life. As you thought I would be around in your life, as you were trying to keep me down broken like piece of shattered glass. Yet never once understanding that I was a real woman of subconscious thoughts with integrity and strength. Who has experience the worst of the worst in matters of the heart and spiritual soul, and with confidence and conviction as I know that I have self value and self worth as a woman.