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Death is like Apple crumble pie.
The apple of Edan
Was a lie
A death sweeter than pie.
Apple crumble, ice cream on the side
Why won't they let me die?
Nightmares filled her mind
Crying for her to try
She came to grips with the crime.
Rape.
She would never be fine.
A death sweeter than pie
Its painless depending how you try
Little blue pills to ease her mind.
Full syringe of heiroin to try.
The chemistry of a first time
She knows it won't fail
Her death is promised by a point 5.
Death is cheap
But her tears were not
She given up her life in the end.
Abused, she lived with was sexualized
Memory's she struggled with as she
Internalized to end the ptsd
She agreed death from her mind
Is what she needed
As the needled went in to end her trauma, her eyes faded
And she smiled as she cried.
Was a lie
A death sweeter than pie.
Apple crumble, ice cream on the side
Why won't they let me die?
Nightmares filled her mind
Crying for her to try
She came to grips with the crime.
Rape.
She would never be fine.
A death sweeter than pie
Its painless depending how you try
Little blue pills to ease her mind.
Full syringe of heiroin to try.
The chemistry of a first time
She knows it won't fail
Her death is promised by a point 5.
Death is cheap
But her tears were not
She given up her life in the end.
Abused, she lived with was sexualized
Memory's she struggled with as she
Internalized to end the ptsd
She agreed death from her mind
Is what she needed
As the needled went in to end her trauma, her eyes faded
And she smiled as she cried.
Published 15th Feb 2022
Author's Note
I've never shown my secret writings before...i was raped 3 weeks ago by my room mate
2 weeks ago....I took my life. No one knew. That I did it on propose and it wasn't a mistake this was a warning I written at the time....days prior. Waking up from death brought back was the most terrifying experience ever. Lately its been hard since the rape. But I'm slowly learning to believe once more
2 weeks ago....I took my life. No one knew. That I did it on propose and it wasn't a mistake this was a warning I written at the time....days prior. Waking up from death brought back was the most terrifying experience ever. Lately its been hard since the rape. But I'm slowly learning to believe once more
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15th Feb 2022 1:51pm
I just cried reading this
I hope you find the strength to continue with your life this illness beats us all down but we are all stronger for it
Sending love strength courage and hope vibes your way
And thank you for sharing this personal piece with us its not easy putting your heart out there like this
I hope you find the strength to continue with your life this illness beats us all down but we are all stronger for it
Sending love strength courage and hope vibes your way
And thank you for sharing this personal piece with us its not easy putting your heart out there like this
15th Feb 2022 7:54pm
I wish I had a way saying something more to your reply but I'm sorry you cried I feel bad for that but thank you for enjoying it and liking my stuff I got 32 peices in draft currently awaiting posting
Reading this made me cry couldn't talk for a while made me shiver and angry... ˚‧บท(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧บท˚ (੭ ˃̣̣̥ ω˂̣̣̥)੭ु⁾⁾ Rapists are one of the most things I hate If I catch,see or see someone trying to I would directly handle it aggressively with myself I'm not a typical disgusting people following this qoute "I don't care about others it's their lifes not mine" as always they just ignoringly walking away I'm someone who cares about everyone if it's a homeless person , handicapped person or whats so ever it has... but sadly I'm just a Depressed Person who lifes in complete lonely painfully darkness
PS: sorry for my bad english or talk I've never had an actual school always got mobbed,punched,hated,betrayed and also found later out that the 3 teachers when I was a kid planed that this schoolmate should punch me until school end surely as always changed always to go to a new school but the 7 other school was the same happening :/
PS: sorry for my bad english or talk I've never had an actual school always got mobbed,punched,hated,betrayed and also found later out that the 3 teachers when I was a kid planed that this schoolmate should punch me until school end surely as always changed always to go to a new school but the 7 other school was the same happening :/
