Theater Of Thought

Welcome......
This is a journey through unique fissures of mind,Close your eyes but be forewarned,...there are unconscious thoughts hiding inside.I wouldn't exactly say I'm insane,although to that notion some may complain,it's safe to say that I'm
Strange just by what I explain.Whatever the differences are that render me
Temperamental and different,I stand at one with my thoughts no matter how disturbing or flagrant.As the journey unfolds,you will notice malignant thought
Patterns unaccustomed to my own perversions.For some of my readers may be
Offended or appalled by how each and every one of my thoughts diverges.
Now,...without further duration over the side effects and repercussions,I now will
Begin this quest through thought,that has been imagined from nearly nothing.
Welcome dear readers to this rare feature,Consider yourselves special guests to
the theater.The auditorium has been dimmed for the upcoming features at hand,
Please,make yourselves at home like I already am.
I hope I've got your attention with the things I had just mentioned,it"ll be a shame if you got lost here within the demented dimensions.here the walls appear to
Have faces with several more on the floor!There's no safe place to hide when there's one behind every door.Watch where you step because all those faces have mouths,their filled with very sharp teeth so it's best you watch out,but I wouldn't worry too much,for those faces rarely move.They only become violent when someone fucks up my attitude or in those times of when thought patterns turn vile are when those faces become obnoxious and rude.But lucky for you I'm in a really good mood,but if I were'nt you could'nt even begin to fathom of what those faces would do...
Do you still want to proceed?
I suggest we do indeed!
You follow after my lead,
I promise now to intrigue...
As moments pass you may come to an ugly creature or beast,pay them no mind,for they're no different to me.here in this world,they have been my only true friends,don't be surprised if these creatures or beasts resemble you every now and again.you see,how others view you could be no more than a facade,say what you want,have you ever been ridiculed?not all of us are treated like God...
We are nearing the top of the hour,It's best if we rest here so that we endure our full power,the next half of the journey will be strenuous and hard,always be attentive and never let down your guard.
Okay,it shouldn't take too much longer to get to where we're all heading,when someone  needs help ,please help them without condescending,"look" there up ahead on that crimson wall that says dread,that place is my playground,it's where I go to get away from the voices inside my head.
I think we are almost there,so walk carefully and do not touch anything,in places there are booby traps that are triggered off by a string,if you should accidentally set one into motion......RUN!by then my mood will abruptly change me into some other person,then I will be spun into an unknown diversion,I didn't plan to run into problems,I'm not in the right frame of mind to be able to safely solve them,
"stop"!!do you see that strange oddity spying on all of us?over there in the far corner where that sign says that it's dangerous?that's a place we need to avoid,sometimes I get myself all stressed out and paranoid,I may be a creature of habit ,when my personality changes it's usually instant or unusually sporadic,
We have finally reached our final destination,it's a kind of place that reeks havoc like you have seen in previous demonstrations,there may be whispering voices in here but don't be that scared,sometimes they tell me things,but I tell them who cares!
Let's move on,if we stay here to long we'll become stuck inside oblivion,besides,I'm feeling mixed emotions intermingling with tensions,it stems from my manic depression.
Anyways,up ahead you will see walls with hanging fixtures,I did them myself and they're all signed with blood signatures.art is like a maze,my mind is kinda like that in many colossal ways...
For me this is my home and I am the prisoner in this cage,there's no escape from my thoughts that won't disengage,its no better when I sleep because I still suffer with vivid dreams,I guess it's fair to say that reality isn't exactly what it seems,
Anyways,I think I wasted more enough of your time,the fault is my own and I do apologize,let's move along to those stairs over there,I'll show you a place were I met my despair,if you should feel a few vibes or like the air amongst is not right,do not panic for it's just a sudden shift in my life,the side effect to you will be weak more or less,but the damage will be worse enough for me than I can confess,"make a quick left at the next junction,it's a short cut to avoid the upcoming destruction,take the stairs in two's and proceed on down,do not stop for the times come where you need to exit out,the air will get colder and colder level by level,it will be pungent and damp but tha has been indelible,it's been that way for years and years on end,that has been a mystery that not even I can comprehend..
Stop right where you stand!
I think I forgot who I am!
I can't seem to recognize my face,
Is this a joke or a fucked up mistake?
All of my thoughts seem to be melting away,I forgot where I have been today,who am I?,who are you?no wait,who are they?Those people out there clapping and yelling hurray!that man in the tuxedo,is he the gate keeper or A monsterous creature?
(The lights come on and it is then that I realize that I'm the star of the theater)
Thank you,please come again...