Missing You

Here I am;
Missing you.

You swore to never leave her,
For better, for worse, for richer, for poor, in sickness and health.
Until death do you part.

Why did you?
When you agreed to those vows;
You agreed to a life sentence.
Not a 12 year marriage.

You shouldn't have cheated.
You shouldn't have lied.
You wonder why I am so fucked up?
Well let me give you your answer;
Even though you wont give a fuck.

You lied to me - You lied to her.
You abused me - You abused her.
You shattered our hearts.
Are you happy?

Shall I continue?
You lie to me every time you call;
Every time I see you.
"I love you daughter."

Sorry did I hear you right?

If you loved me;
You wouldn't have cheated.
If you loved me you wouldn't have lied.
You knew that it was coming.
You knew that she couldn't stand you;
      "No more."

Where are you now?
Lying to another;
Who gave you a daughter.
You're lying to my little sister you know?

3 to 4 years;
And I'm still wondering why.

I know I shouldn't love you.
I know I should forget you.
But you are who you are.

You're my father.
I'm your daughter.

But deep in my heart I know I'll never love you the same way I used to.