clouded head while grounded feet

  
 
   
    floating as to not drown; heart pounds within a locked door never truly knocked down(closed off); seeking serenity despite the coldest weather out....  
   
   
    as energy ricochets around; one feels that's part of what the movie birdbox was about; having to find refuge within one's self some how deep down;  
   
   
 quotes written on the wall, versed over; yearning for an "Irish spring" while dreaming of the "magic" of a four leaf clover;  
   
   
 blue pill, red pill and all of the rest pill;  
on ice in one drink-one trip after another to prepare for death well....