Was a joke

I had love for him
I thought I was in love
Was I in love

I felt hurt and lied to
I felt betrayed
I didn't believe his excuses
But I stayed

I worried about what he was doing
Who he was with
What he said

Until I finally got away
I stopped caring

Now I'm not sure I love him
I don't believe he cares
I look at him and feel doubt
Fake tears and jokes