REMEMBER,,,,,

Theirs a rememberance of the past
still in my head i feel sometimes i am
going crazy and others im delusional alil
too much im looking threw the old box of notes found
the pictures you were looking for i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember wut it feels right beside you and i think you should know that you deserve better then me i have no more fight to go on nor do i want to be hurt constently lied to when you asked me to marry you but you gotta baby mama, a gurlfriend but your in love with me ? like really i cant stand to fight or take wuts flying at me i will stand up for myself untill i die i aint no lier or theif or a broke back preach im all me , only me , thats who i try to be but trying to change wuts going on or wuts happening to me aint ganna do anything but leave us both broken hearted lost into nothing but darkness i think its time to move on for the best and for your unborn child if it lives i love you both dearly but its straight up killing me unconstently stabing me in the back