guessing game

i hate the guessing game
     the  wondering
analyzing everything that occurs between    
    us
      the flower picking
loves me                  loves me not
loves me?
loves me
     not.
i wish I knew
how you felt

when you hold me

what is your intention

what do you feel
do you feel butterflies like me?
or just

n o t h i n g

i  want you  to love me so so  
 i  n t e n s e l y
the burn i feel is so painful
and im not even sure that it will be… worth it
maybe since I like you
i see situations differently
maybe im imagining everything
maybe we are just friends
and im hopelessly in love with someone
who will never ever reciprocate