I’m ugly 10 (ultimatum)

Leave me alone
I’m not worth your text
Your time nor a fraction of your energy
….
You see hope where there is none ….
Guess that’s why it’s called hope ….
I’m dark …. I mean physically too …
Ha ha im what you see when you close your eyes , what blind people see, what a black out looks like , I’m what comatose dream of , I make the black hole seem like a glowing star ….
My mind is smoldering corpses
The purity in ashes
I’m what shivering in helplessness feels like ….
When you’re hugging your knees curled up in a corner after your abuser is done with ya ….
I’m the pain you feel when … you know there’s nothing you can do … so your mind just places you in the best theater sit in your mind to let you watch your own demise
…. I’m what a tortured soul wishes to never be …. I’m where light never got a chance to touch …. I’m what a baby looks at before it cries ….
I’m what you throw away
What you wish you never knew
What I wish I never knew
I’m what nightmares are afraid of ….
I’m the agony of anguish and groaning
I’m deaths kiss
I’m what looking into dying eyes without peace ….
I hate my own existence….
I hate everything that I am
I am the ultimate ugly
That ugly says yeeeeak too