WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO

How can I get you to understand that I am not afraid of speaking my mind, when it concerns the truth about how much I protect the deepness in my heart. For I am truly trying to get it in your mind I prefer a two way confidence conversation, for even as I was trying to get you to think subconsciously and understand. That I am not interested in a affair cause I have been there, and done that yet that is why I'm going through the process of learning. How to love thyself all over again. But yet you stand here and question my decisions to stand my grounds. For in order to get across to the other side with peace and happiness and joy and love. We have to have a very unique relationship, and understand that each other is another individual. For what is the point of hiding the truth, that we both have to rebalance our lives and work together, towards a beautiful and peaceful environment that could blossom in full bloom.