I Want to Hate Her

I want to hate her so bad.
I want to hate he so bad I hate myself for not being able to.

I want to hate her for being a drunk and a slut.
I want to hate her for taking my best friend's heart.
I want to hate her for letting him give her everything.
I want to hate her for making the strongest man I know cry.

I want to hate her for what she did to him.
But I can't, because of what she did to herself.

I can't because she's too young to have a child.
I can't because her baby belongs to someone who won't love her like he did.
I can't because she did the most noble thing she could, and let him go
I can't because she loved him enough not to let him take the fall.

I want to hate her so bad!
I want to help her so bad!

More than anything, I wish I could take it all away for the both of them.