Backstabbed and broken

You will never need me,
 like I need you.

It breaks my heart ,
I gave so much of my self to you.

For so little of you.
Nothing in return.

Just empty crys alone in the night ,
So much of my life dissapears into dark dark night.

The stars my own light ,
My son My only life.

My only child , My only baby , my life.

My breathe , my soul , my eyes. My strength.

My hope and eternity family.
Forever to hold.

I gave so much to you , I have gave and gave and gave.

But like adele has said, I give up now , take it easy on me.

I was only a child. I pray for peace.

I can't take no more , I have give so much.

You want more , when there is nothing more.

My vessel is empty and all the love has gone.

You have called me outrageous horrible things , sex isn't just a thing. Or a role to just play along.

I'm sick , I'm sad and I want to sing my own song.

I want to sing and be happy , with my husband singing along.

All my dreams are broken but for you it's just a token.

A token to a false arcade in your mind.

My life some fucked up joke you interwine , bend , shape and form crimes.

I am done. I am done.

I am done.

Maybe you will never see ,

How long ago I fell behind.

And saw who was stabbing me in the back.

Over and over like a joke attack.