Broken

I never thought my life would get this far i blame myself
So close to my dreams an aspirations dont need fame ta help
Life hit me so hard i forget i slept
I love all my brothers but dont take my route thought i was rockstar livin
I had to learn the hard way
So mentally an physically i stay far away
Dont even think she wont cuz she will
Look you in yo eyes tell you no an she is
Acting like an angel give you good feelin
Whole time behind your back she acting like a demon
Ion get it either love when she want to or love me when she need me
On a dock writing words I synthesize
Now im dead dont you cry cuz i told you i tried