You are not alone

You are not alone
I am reminded of this with every episode
The swirling of emotion controlling my thoughts
The sounds that I'm hearing as other people talk
There's the tension , no reason , the arggivation the stress , cluttered and jumbled my life is a mess .

There's hearing without listening , vision without truly seeing .

So I'm not alone ?

Yes I am , I am alone in my head , we all are , I can't explain , you can knock on the door but the deadbolts jammed , you can send in the swats but they will not find me .

I'll be hiding alone
Hiding alone in my own zone
With Death as my company
My companion
My hoping
Don't wake me up from my dreams
Let me Choke....

-k1ownkid