bad talk

you try again and again
i WISH more than anything that we could be friends, lovers, family  i dont care anymore
i loved you and you drove out with her and got some booze
you should have been in school you fuck up!
i called you that night we talked
you got a pack of smokes and told her to go out to the car
i cried all night
you went to the liquor store and went to the back
there was no sleeping for me
you took a bottle and put it in your pants and left
fuck you
I loved you you fucking ass hole!
you got caught on grounds and took all the blame for that bitch! she gets off clean your going to jail older than me but ignorant at what it does to me
you think i gave up
i hate you for doing this more than anyone i have ever hated
i gave up when you got pissed off and hung up on me
i gave up when i couldnt sleep becasue i wanted to call back and make everthing okay but i didnt
i took out my battery and put it in a box
cried all night because i fought my feelings and left you
if you only knew that it killed me to see you that day pissed off and running to your girl friend
she never tried to stop you she let you go on like this
she is the cause in my mind
if she would have tried to  stop you then i would be okay
but she let you go
I hate her too but not as much as you
come on boy no one cares as much as me
just fuck off and dont ever talk to me again