Drowning

I'm caught up in a world when it feels as if I've been swept off my feet.
They won't allow me to find the ground again.
I am way too high up starting to affect my breathing.
I'm looking I need to be trying to find the ground again.
 Instead of the ground I fall into water.
I started to feel as if I'm being dragged into a lake.
I look around for different ways to escape.
Not knowing if I will be able to nor if I should give in.
Questioning if I should fight or allow me to drown.
From what he and she say I'm lucky.
For me that's all I needed to decide to fight.
I needed that one naysayer  for me to see there's still a fight in me.
You say hes changed I don't believe it another chance can't be conceived.
Opportunity seizes to exist now that I realize I can get help out the water.
I'm starting to believe I will walk on dry land again.
All I needed was the thought that I could achieve more.
He seem so perfect I started to believe it was me.
What happens when you become the survivor.
You left with more questions then you could ever have.
How much time can you truly waste with mr.wrong?
When it was all over the song came back to my heart.
Then the dreams came back to my mind.
Once this was completed I felt great and I was me again.