Broken

it's these moments
that I find the hardest
when the sun
decends into the universe
and the moon
reveals her face
the darkness
casts its shadows
upon my scars
upon my brokenness
these feelings
I swallow down
like nails
they cut
the depths of me
why do I surrender
to the thoughts
and let them
completely take over
EVERYTHING
is suffocating me
my walls
are closing in
I can't see
I can't feel
I can't breathe