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"End My Pain"
My bad days fill me with suicidal ideation
And my good days aren't good anymore
I'm caught between wanting to run away
And wanting to end my pain forever
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't breathe
Everyone says that I am strong
But I know that they're wrong
I'm only here because I'm too weak to end it
I have a million plans running through my twisted mind
Slash my wrists and watch myself bleed out
Sit in the street and wait for a car to hit me at full speed
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I need this pain to end
And my good days aren't good anymore
I'm caught between wanting to run away
And wanting to end my pain forever
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't breathe
Everyone says that I am strong
But I know that they're wrong
I'm only here because I'm too weak to end it
I have a million plans running through my twisted mind
Slash my wrists and watch myself bleed out
Sit in the street and wait for a car to hit me at full speed
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I need this pain to end
Published 23rd Sep 2021
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23rd Sep 2021 11:26pm
Interesting how you feel in your mind that you should die.
The words written are full of your feelings that are receivable to your readers .
Good writing.
The words written are full of your feelings that are receivable to your readers .
Good writing.
24th Sep 2021 1:54am
I hear you. Been through this and still must fight every day. That is why I go out for long walks every single day. I find that it helps forget for a while. Regards, Robert.
