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Here comes the pain.
As you lay intoxicated, partially naked on the floor, I can't help to wonder what all of my torture is for.
Tonight I learned too much, all because I knew too little. What kind of twisted fate is this... my eyes water and tremble.
How can such beauty inflict so much pain, I lie motionless here, another foolish victim claimed.
You looked me in my eyes and told me things that I believed, I hung on everyword, every syllable, every breath as you decieve.
Further down the hole I went because I believed in all the lies, lured to the mouth of a serpent, and surprisingly I'm not surprised.
I am so in love with love that I would do it everytime, but I can feel it changing, I'm becoming colder over time.
Will I stay the course and fight knowing I will lose more flesh, or should I turn and run like a smart man knowing the answers to this test...
My soul hurts.
It's almost unbearable.
I pray I dont wake up tomorrow.
Please take me back to the void.
Tonight I learned too much, all because I knew too little. What kind of twisted fate is this... my eyes water and tremble.
How can such beauty inflict so much pain, I lie motionless here, another foolish victim claimed.
You looked me in my eyes and told me things that I believed, I hung on everyword, every syllable, every breath as you decieve.
Further down the hole I went because I believed in all the lies, lured to the mouth of a serpent, and surprisingly I'm not surprised.
I am so in love with love that I would do it everytime, but I can feel it changing, I'm becoming colder over time.
Will I stay the course and fight knowing I will lose more flesh, or should I turn and run like a smart man knowing the answers to this test...
My soul hurts.
It's almost unbearable.
I pray I dont wake up tomorrow.
Please take me back to the void.
Published 4th Sep 2021
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4th Sep 2021 6:20pm
It’s really sucky when the person we love, treats us like trash; then lays blame to make you think you’re the crazy one for not putting up with their BS !
I’ve been there, and it made me wanna kill myself !
Reminds me of something like this… https://youtu.be/ZI-aPHeUDlk
May you find some peace and closure, in moving forward if that’s what you have to do…🙏
I’ve been there, and it made me wanna kill myself !
Reminds me of something like this… https://youtu.be/ZI-aPHeUDlk
May you find some peace and closure, in moving forward if that’s what you have to do…🙏
4th Sep 2021 7:15pm
To be honest my pain is self inflicted. I know where this path leads and yet I still walk it. The subject in my writing is omnipresent, It's an energy that I have found in multiple people but always corrupted by the physical world, therefore my soul can never reach theirs.
