I swear he sucks

why are tears of rage so freaking hot?
my whole head feels like it’s going to explode    
I can feel the pressure in the back of my head ticking like a time bomb  
 
I’m just waiting for the inevitable burst    
I want to rip something apart  
tear it to shreds    
I want to throw rocks at vapid things and rip off my ears  
which are so scorching hot from my tears  
I can feel how they burn my skin as they slide down my cheeks  
 
I swear I’ll get an itch from how stupid this all is    
 
And in all my life I have never met anyone more hateful than you  
I know so many teenagers and kids  
young and dumb  
inexperienced and lost  
but no matter what they’re like I have never met anyone who is more judgmental than you  
 
you are filled with nothing but hate  
if u had kids I’m sure they would be evil too  
your vile personality is like an infectious disease  
you hold resentment for those who are better than you  
 
and you know what?    
all of that makes you worse than the worst of them  
you throw the first stone  
you throw it because you can  
and you throw it where it hurts because it hurts  
and I hope that someday that stone kills you  
   
I wish you the most painful death and the most painful existence possible    
I wish you’d drop dead and burn in hell  
you are so hateful that even the children you create are full of it  
it’s like a disease that spreads  
DROP DEAD U DUMB MOTHERFUCKER!!!!  
you made my life a living hell!  
the only good thing about you is your cash  
and that says a lot about you  
more than I could ever say  
   
I don’t hate anyone  
but I think that I might hate you  
I feel a deep searing emotion in my chest that swells whenever I chance a glance at you  
 
I want to see you dead    
why do you have to be my dad?  
the only thing you’re good for is making cash