Sadomasochism vs Bondage and Submission

My room filled with knives and chains;
things that you would use to scramble brains. 
Hooks high in the ceiling raft;
To aid in my career of craft. 

Two rings looped thru my back;
Taunt two cables; no more slack. 
Lifted high in the air;
To cause me more happiness: my only care. 

Having many ropes to pull out blades;
Adding to my cutting crusades. 
One swift pull can cut thru my arms;
Beautiful drop of wine my tiny little charms. 

Another rope suspends my legs;
As my mind want more; it sadly begs. 
Cutting the blood flow to make them numb. 
So excited; a little pre-cum. 

It's such a thrill to release my love of pain;
Watching my soul as it may drain. 
Now all  I was missing is a sadist;
For I am the masochist. 

A knock a the door; it's out of my reach;
Who is it? Dave its your old teach!
Come in for I am tied up right now;
Her first words was just wow!

Seeing me dangle by hooks in my back;
Gazing over at my torture rack. 
"Have you been a very bad boy?
I will give you one of your sharpest toy"

A straight razor was one of the first;
This was just for her to rehearse. 
I nice little cut above my thigh;
You little bitch you better not cry!

Not a tear or a whimper from me;
I'm going to break you, you will see.
Taking a rope and tying it around my neck;
I thought my head she would disconnect.

She pull and let my sway;
"I have always wanted to do this; lets play. 
She chose a big harden pole;
Trying to be quit; not to loose control. 

She hit me hard in my side;
This made her happy as she sighed. 
Laughter can from my chest;
For her dominancy was the best. 

I did as I was told: I barked when told to;
I would even have to lick her high hilled shoe. 
Good boy as she went on;
Singing a angst twisted song. 

" I see you hanging there,
All suspended in the air,
I want you to do everything bare,
For I am here, and you are there"

Over and and over she sang this song;
Wondering if I did something wrong. 
Without saying a word; she slaps me across the face;
"This is now my house; your resting place."

"You do what you are told when I let you down."
Never did I make on sound. 
Another slap from her hand it came;
I have to conform to her game. 

She let me down at her beckon call;
She wasn't easy; she just let me fall. 
"You little bitch as she screamed at me. "
"You got your fucking blood on me!"
"lick it off is your punishment to be. 

I did as I was told;
for I wasn't ready for another scold. 
See slipped of her dress do fast;
As she told me to lick her ass. 

I was not fast enough for her likening ; for this was great and not frighting. 
So once again she began to sing.
A unmerciful beating I got from this humane being. 

Blood drips into my sockets of eyes;
My little drops looked like as if a child cries. 
"Do you want me to go on she speaks"
Do you want me to drag your naked body to the streets?"

No! I begged her, I just want more;
A swipe of her nails; my flesh she tore. 
" Please master let me do some;
I don't want you to have all of the fun!"

"Go pick want you want to do!"
I grabbed a screwdriver; my hand I shoved it thru. 
"I did not tell you do it, what did I say?"
I knew for doing this; I will have to pay. 

"Come here you little fucking wuss,
Get right here and lick this puss."
I licked and lapped away at her gash;
She grabbed a knife and gave me a slash. 

"You eat like a fucking slob you little shit!
I will hold it up so you can lick my clit"
I lick as a kid to a lollipop;
I can't afford no more slop. 

All of a sudden something changed;
Everything was different: all rearranged. 
I don't know where hell I am at I scream;
Shit, Fuck, Damn it; another wet dream.