Uninstall

Where in this
Sick body can
I find the
Strength to stand?
I was told
I'm like a
Countless speck
Of dust on
This planet..
I guess I
Have no choice
But to pretend
That I am a
Warrior who
Knows no fear..
If I could
I'd uninstall
This life,
Uninstall
Everything
I've done wrong,
Uninstall, all of
Your pain,
And uninstall
The self-questioning..
I am a devoid
Of any feeling,
Except an impulse
To destroy anything
And everything.
Since I can't even choose
The season of my
Passing..
I'd uninstall..
Uninstall all
Things that
Haunt this mind..
If there's no one
Left to replace me,
Then I will take
That regular daily
Life and uninstall...
I want to end it all
With these hands..
It would'nt be a bad thing..
To uninstall myself in
This world...