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All That I need ...
All that I need
is someone with me
like everything will fall into alignment if I could just meet
the woman of my dreams
it will help me sleep
it will silence the voices that are bothering me
A chance at redemption?
I guess I know I fucked up, on reflection
A confession was given a few poems ago
I would settle for perfection
I've accepted your rejection
I know
I'm just a creep and weirdo.
I feel it will help me understand myself
and take care of my mental health
the pills in this bottle will be so long ago
All that I need
is a shit load of money
to make all my problems just go away
I could buy myself hours
of time to devour
like the time I have wasted is not even known
I would drive a bright black mustang
buy a recording studio in Queensland
Move over east and just go with the flow
or Maybe
All that I need
is just a Cup of Tea
A moment to myself to breath
-U53L355
is someone with me
like everything will fall into alignment if I could just meet
the woman of my dreams
it will help me sleep
it will silence the voices that are bothering me
A chance at redemption?
I guess I know I fucked up, on reflection
A confession was given a few poems ago
I would settle for perfection
I've accepted your rejection
I know
I'm just a creep and weirdo.
I feel it will help me understand myself
and take care of my mental health
the pills in this bottle will be so long ago
All that I need
is a shit load of money
to make all my problems just go away
I could buy myself hours
of time to devour
like the time I have wasted is not even known
I would drive a bright black mustang
buy a recording studio in Queensland
Move over east and just go with the flow
or Maybe
All that I need
is just a Cup of Tea
A moment to myself to breath
-U53L355
Published 11th May 2021
Author's Note
I keep reflecting on what went wrong in the past and it's been clouding my future . I feel like all my problems could be solved with these material possessions . I have been going through aot lately and avoiding going out in fear people are going to try and start a fight with me. Last weekend was the last straw , I am sick of feeling helpless and weak because I refuse to get aggressive . I deleted and removed my main social's because I get FOMO and don't want to feel like this anymore . This poem is about the one thing that makes me feel comfortable and safe in this world . When I was young i used to visit Grandma and she would always make me a cup of tea and make me feel loved and wanted , Now even tho she has passed I still make myself a cup of tea to feel like everything will be ok .
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11th May 2021 2:05pm
Yesterday ended last night, tomorrow is not promised, TODAY is the canvas we must capture our dream and take a step to enhance it. Hugs and peace, oral
12th May 2021 4:03am
I feel that, you try to write and write to write it out to finally see past what's clouding your present and future. If only it were so easy to fix emotional problems with things. Sometimes we need to take a step back to see because we've gotten so caught up and lost in the looking.
