Alive and Well

Inner star, I(am) the rebirth in vision  
The friends' party, awake in the afternoon
Dear god, downfall of love in a box, the dream is gone  
If you believe it, you’re not my kind, god help me
Upon a scarlet sky, theatre earth, charcoal and lipstick  
A suicidal dosage  
White girl, the drug and so called time of my life  
So sick of the clothes, shatter the mirror  
My demons… candy bowl, fight or flight?  
Relapse is a joint effort, when I was high I felt like falling
It’s a story of an addict