Empty

I rather be alone, that way I don’t have to share this emptiness. This emptiness that seeks refuse inside of me. In my solitude I don’t have to worry about loneliness. Here I don’t have to worry about my darkest secrets running someone off. Until I can find myself, I find peace in being Empty... I don’t expect anyone else to understand this peace. that somehow will set me free. See, I tried to seek individuals that I thought could relate to me. Even though deep down I know they’re judgemental. To avoid that confusion, I choose to be alone until my thoughts can be assembled. This emptiness is like if this world was square. I’m living on the edge because I love it there. And if I was to bring someone with me they would take pleasure in pushing. Falling deeper into this emptiness. Now there’s Trust issues.... That’s the only thing some one else contributes. Another reason why this emptiness exists. I am the only one who can uplift. So I can continue to be and no longer feel EMPTY....