beautiful contradictions.

nothing can truly describe
the exact mix of mental spice
i feel when i look at you.
joy and sorrow
excitement and regrets.
melting together inside,
colliding and fighting in a sweltering stew.

all this i feel when i look at you

contrasting gusts pour over my
porous membrane.
cold shivering brain,
hot sticky thought train.
a rumbling, grumbling of emotion
growing in my gut
rising up the throat
ejaculating from the mouth
in the form of the words

"i love you"

these words will always and forever
fail to express the beating
complexities of my inner world.
i hate you so much i love you
i love you so much i hate you.
we annoy each other more than i care to cover
but also delight each other more than any other
I am content to bask in your warmth forever
but we are the wrong pieces of the puzzle
trying to fit together
unintentionally creating abstract art
so wrong it becomes right.
breaking the bounds of normality
an elegant dance of ying and yang
opposing forces flowing into each other.
nothing got solved
but what was the problem?