Hell or Purgatory ?

Losing my breath
Everything is fading away
The sun, the moon, the night
I can’t see, it’s dark in here

Where? What? Why? when?
Am I stupid?
Was I taken advantage of?
All sorts of questions that I can’t answer

The priest said that he was going to straighten my path
Straighten me
But I feared that fried cashew nuts cannot be straightened
He didn’t listen

All the lies he told me led me to this very moment
Is it hell or the purgatory? I can’t tell
Fear, Hate and regret are all I see
Not white angels with wings

But spine-chilling species with fried flesh on.
This is my life now.