Stupid, Insecure Thought

I cherish the time we spend together
And all of the moments we share
Days good or bad, you make them better
And I can tell that you care
But sometimes I think of the depth of your affection
And if it truly compares to mine
I remember your doubts and how you get with tension
How it feels like you wanna hit decline
See I never stop wanting to receive you
Even when times get sad and aren't easy
But you get so focused on how you don't need to
And it seems like you could quickly leave me
I don't know how you can do that because
I can't say I feel the same
There's so much I appreciate about what we have
And I feel there is so much to gain
It's not just about the heat of our connection
It's the way you treat me and things you do
It's the way I crave to give you emotional protection
And how I know I will be good to you
It's the learning and the growth from it all
It's who I become from every challenge
how when we work to rise each time we fall
We're sure to land together in healthy balance
And who we are as a collaborative unit
No one can deny that strength
Our team efforts only prove it
What we accomplish at great lengths
I hope the benefits are felt mutually
On the same depth, level and scope
I really think that uncertainty is my difficulty
It's what scares me the most
Maybe it's your fears from past relationships
That don't allow you to show it
Maybe it's how I know I'm not usually you're type
Maybe my own fears won't let me notice
Because sometimes I think that you might
Then that voice in my head says don't count on being right
I don't think about this a lot
I'm just alone with a stupid, insecure thought