Depression

Depression

Someone take that spade from him
Hes digging at my brain
I can feel every forceful footfall
And its driving me insane..
Someone take away those shears
Theyre snipping away at my head
The noise, I cant take it no more
If it keeps up I'll surely be dead...

Its there when I close my eyes
Its there when I try to sleep
The noise inside my head hurts badly
But its in there and its in there deep!
Everywhere I go I hear thunder
Everything I do I try to ignore it
But its there always like my shadow
Drilling away at me like a messerschmitt.

No matter how much my friends love me
No matter how much Im loved by family
No one will ever understand
That in there theres another me...
Fruitful at times and usually happy
But theres a murmur in the back of my brain
Its depressing the sounds that keep me awake
And I'll go throught it all tonight again...