The End of Me

I have these dreams
they always haunt me
they remind me of what I once did
and how I am no longer me.
I am the darkness
one of the shadows of the night
I have whispers of the Devil
and sadly, before now, I thought he was right
I wanted any presence around, Good or Bad
to make me feel wanted, and not so sad
So I made a deal with him and sold my soul
He was never so happy and I was never so "Whole".
Until one night I had an Epiphany
and finally figured out what he had done to me.
He lied to me, and He used me, and it was only now that I figured out what He did to me.
I thought I had a friend
when actually he is the one that brought me to my end.