STEADY LOVE

Why do I keep yearning you this much.
Why does my heart miss without any reasons.
I keep pulling you in but you keep slipping away.
Stay. Steady.
My mind keeps pondering. My heart keeps wondering.
My emotion keep slurring.
Why do you keep slipping away.
Am scared. Not physically.
Emotionally.
I am afraid of loving.
Of hurting.
Of not knowing.
Steady. Please. Am right here.
You keep slipping away.
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Getting tired of failures. Fail relationships. Failed love languages. Failed entanglements.
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Am here. Steady. Am scared hold me. I love you. I might run if u keep slippin an u keep slippin because i run. I am a runner .. Too much lies. Too much hurt too much excuses. Too little words.
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Dont slip away. I wont run away. Steady. Am ready. Love me.