Shattered shards

(chorus:) 
Have you ever cried
So hard you thought you'd die
You die so cold inside
If only you'd actually die. 
Then the pain'd be gone
So gone but you're not alone
The pain it follows you here
Inside your shell, so near
Throw up the beast inside
Then your vomit you try to hide
From those criticizing eyes
That shun those who wish to die
I love the way you speak
Lies between sharp-edged teeth
Skin so pale that it shines
Blood red lipstick, you swear it's mine 
Pull out this knife and watch me cut
A line so deep, life's door I'll shut
I'll cut you right out of my heart
The heart now left in shattered shards.

This song isn't for you, you bastard
It's not something to BRAG about
Why would I sing about someone
Who doesn't have the balls to ACT it out
ACT out all those pains you feel
Instead you act like I'M the freak
When really it's just you and your black soul
And how the truth you can never speak.
So crowd go on and make a noise
Unless you're that bastard Poser
If you are, then walk away 
None of this is spoken for ya
This isn't a song for the weak. 
This is a song for the stronger
Whose tears are black and nails are longer
This is who I wrote the song for.

Chorus

Shattered shards, shattered shards
What the hell, my shattered heart.
You kicked me hard when I was down
Crawl back to hell with your bloody crown.
Take your trophy, raise it high
Squeeze so drops will splatter
The devil himself will lap them up
Once my heart's placed on his platter
Angels now shun your very face
Daemons praise your name
When did you decide to fall from grace
You see this as your game
But your end too is near
In my crystal ball it's clear
I see a weak sick boy I do
I see a dead pale boy, it's you. 

Chorus

Now who has the shattered heart?
Now who wants to say goodbye?
Now who knows what it feels like
To itch for the chance to die?

Hi I'm Jess
Yeah I'm that girl
That you just had to tear apart. 
Just came back
To pick up the pieces
That belonged to me from the start. 
No I won't
Bleach your blackened soul
You fed the devil blood from my heart
I'm just here
Chance of redemption
To gather up all these shattered shards