Fate

Bumbum, bumbum........ bumbum, bumbum..........ssssshhhhhhhhhhh I cant hear over this drumming in my ears.

Dead stare, eyes fixed and glazed, senses sharp as I listen.   With each  roar of every passing car my heart thumps,, bumbum bumbum...

I am ready,  I am prepared,  I have accepted that my fate is not a straight path,  there is a fork in this road that I shall often pass.

A sharpened tongue  cuts away at my courage,  a firm strong hand pushes through my  defenses..
A glare so intense and engorged with anger cripples my constitution,
I am nothing more than a rag doll in his grip.  If my blood flows tonight so be it.

A gentle caress across the small of my back melts my heart and soul. I collapse into those arms of steel , embraced by love and safe from the world.. swept up on a whirlwind of ecstasy,  pleasure washes over and through me..
The is nothing that can touch this,  I have felt perfection and the essence of love. 

I wonder , bumbum bumbum,.... bumbum bumbum... which road will travel tonight???