Plagues  of a Jealous Mind

I can’t stop these thoughts from forming in my head    
Thoughts of you lying naked in another’s bed    
I know that it could just be my imagination    
But that doesn’t put an end to my frustration    
Now baby you know I was born with a jealous mind    
I tend to act irrationally when my hearts on the line    
All those sleepless nights I spend    
Wondering whose bed you’re in    
Are you being a Christian?    
Are you out committing sin?    
And I start to toss and turn    
While the heart within me burns    
And my stomach sickly churns    
To think some strangers had his turn    
Its like some sort of possession    
In my soul you’ve got me stressin    
Are you a curse? Are you a blessing?    
Girl you got me second guessing    
I would never do you wrong    
I write you poems    
I write you songs    
it all goes unappreciated    
I guess true love is overrated    
I hope your not the way my mind    
makes you out to be sometimes    
I guess I tend to overreact    
Mixing fantasy with fact Could it be that you’re not pure?    
Or maybe im just insecure    
I can never really be sure    
So for now I must endure.    
and just hope and trust that time    
can cure the plagues of a jealous mind