"Ew"

When I listen to this I get this feeling
as if im standing on the very edge  
of a tall cliff looking down...  
With my arms spread out.
 
The feeling of extreme lightness,
as if my mind wants to accept
happiness for the first time.
 
In the very same moment something is
strong enough to hold me back from  
falling off.
 
An intense sadness is trying to push
the tiniest piece of a tear through my eyes.
I crumble further and further together in  
an insane euphoria of being
truly broken...