Submissions by R_A_L_HP
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My soul is on the paper, freely letting go of her prisoners.
SELF POEM
Published
14th Aug 2022 11:09pm
14th Aug 2022 11:09pm
A glimpse of light
You should know that
There is no saving
A broken man
Wishing upon the brightest star
That one day… Just a
Silent maybe?
Maybe some of that light
Will reflect, and push
Some of the darkness away.
Gasping for hope
Screaming out of despair
As each day goes by
The realisation that even
The brightest light
Will leave you
Utterly hopeless
Resting forever must be plesant,
Almost irresistable
When faced with
Eternal suffering
There is no saving
A broken man
Wishing upon the brightest star
That one day… Just a
Silent maybe?
Maybe some of that light
Will reflect, and push
Some of the darkness away.
Gasping for hope
Screaming out of despair
As each day goes by
The realisation that even
The brightest light
Will leave you
Utterly hopeless
Resting forever must be plesant,
Almost irresistable
When faced with
Eternal suffering
#sadness
#loneliness
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Oct 2020 9:18pm
28th Oct 2020 9:18pm
"Ew"
When I listen to this I get this feeling
as if im standing on the very edge
of a tall cliff looking down...
With my arms spread out.
The feeling of extreme lightness,
as if my mind wants to accept
happiness for the first time.
In the very same moment something is
strong enough to hold me back from
falling off.
An intense sadness is trying to push
the tiniest piece of a tear through my eyes.
I crumble further and further together in
an insane euphoria of being
truly broken...
as if im standing on the very edge
of a tall cliff looking down...
With my arms spread out.
The feeling of extreme lightness,
as if my mind wants to accept
happiness for the first time.
In the very same moment something is
strong enough to hold me back from
falling off.
An intense sadness is trying to push
the tiniest piece of a tear through my eyes.
I crumble further and further together in
an insane euphoria of being
truly broken...
#sadness
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SELF POEM
Published
15th May 2020 8:38pm
15th May 2020 8:38pm
Floating emotion
Living in a world where everyone is outrageous
Satisfied with nothing less than perfect.
Circulating between what is real
and what is not.
Reality is a sleep paralysis
Like a feeling hovering above
Completely out of our reach.
Life is like a floating emotion
-R.A.L.HP
Satisfied with nothing less than perfect.
Circulating between what is real
and what is not.
Reality is a sleep paralysis
Like a feeling hovering above
Completely out of our reach.
Life is like a floating emotion
-R.A.L.HP
#loneliness
#emptiness
443 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2019 5:57pm
19th Dec 2019 5:57pm
Helichrysum bracteatum
We were two parts of one
We were alone together
We were everything
We were.
Now we are nothing
We are dust blown away by the wind
We are alone
We are nothing
To the first and the last na zawsze,
L
We were alone together
We were everything
We were.
Now we are nothing
We are dust blown away by the wind
We are alone
We are nothing
To the first and the last na zawsze,
L
#heartbroken
#emptiness
420 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Jul 2018 2:20am
26th Jul 2018 2:20am
Devil children
Wake, quickly dressed
already stumbling down the stairs together
A sun beam lurks through a crack in the wall
as if to say, everything is going to be better now
From now on everything is going to be ok
We are going to be good, treat them with respe...
Suddenly the calm controlled air turns into a storm
Nails going through us, and fear filling our bodies
Why can't we just understand that mom is tired,
very tired.
already stumbling down the stairs together
A sun beam lurks through a crack in the wall
as if to say, everything is going to be better now
From now on everything is going to be ok
We are going to be good, treat them with respe...
Suddenly the calm controlled air turns into a storm
Nails going through us, and fear filling our bodies
Why can't we just understand that mom is tired,
very tired.
#sadness
#shame
#disappointment
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SELF POEM
Published
21st May 2018 10:20pm
21st May 2018 10:20pm
Too small
Forcing the sunset, bleak...
yet strong
blatantly obvious,
cornered by thoughts of despair
I am too small to stand
Contemplating my tounge
not able to speak
the mockers drenched in bitterness
locking my mouth forever
yet strong
blatantly obvious,
cornered by thoughts of despair
I am too small to stand
Contemplating my tounge
not able to speak
the mockers drenched in bitterness
locking my mouth forever
#PowerOfWords
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SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2018 11:30pm
4th May 2018 11:30pm
Noname
I am happy when I pretend to be who they want me to be
on the outside atleast, if that counts...
If I were myself all the time, it would be too obvious
there would be no shock I left the world.
on the outside atleast, if that counts...
If I were myself all the time, it would be too obvious
there would be no shock I left the world.
#despair
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SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2018 00:54am
4th May 2018 00:54am
I am merely just a peasant
A thousand broken pieces of memories, unveiling the saddest truths...
Resting upon a young fragile face,
Your face
Once I could tell what that felt like; the pain exploding under your skin, but you have no one to go to.
I am merely just a peasant.
Not conflicted with the thoughts of disarmed innocense as I once were.
I cannot feel anymore
Dragging my so called consciousness to the bathtub
Piercing steel entering my soul, and my soul leaving the ache
Not conflicted with the thoughts of disarmed innocense as I once were, I...
I Cannot feel...
Resting upon a young fragile face,
Your face
Once I could tell what that felt like; the pain exploding under your skin, but you have no one to go to.
I am merely just a peasant.
Not conflicted with the thoughts of disarmed innocense as I once were.
I cannot feel anymore
Dragging my so called consciousness to the bathtub
Piercing steel entering my soul, and my soul leaving the ache
Not conflicted with the thoughts of disarmed innocense as I once were, I...
I Cannot feel...
#suicide
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd May 2018 11:47am
3rd May 2018 11:47am
I feel as if I am falling
It feels like I am falling
I recognize my body gently touching the sheets, I endure the cold breeze lurking through a crack in the wall.
The edges of my view keeps filling with black...nothingness
Am I disappearing? becoming nothing, not worth remembering?
Describing feelings is like tearing down half-finished puzzles.
Holding on to a sharp knife pierced through my hand on the edge of tomorrow.
My mind is filling the blanks, there is no breathing room through the unbearable aching of a young boy, now becoming a man.
Am I finally accepted in...
I recognize my body gently touching the sheets, I endure the cold breeze lurking through a crack in the wall.
The edges of my view keeps filling with black...nothingness
Am I disappearing? becoming nothing, not worth remembering?
Describing feelings is like tearing down half-finished puzzles.
Holding on to a sharp knife pierced through my hand on the edge of tomorrow.
My mind is filling the blanks, there is no breathing room through the unbearable aching of a young boy, now becoming a man.
Am I finally accepted in...
#sadness
#anger
#dark
552 reads
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