trust

You tell me you love me? But you say you can't trust me?
I feel worthless and stupid for thinking you could ever really
Trust me I've done nothing wrong to make you not trust me.
I love and hate you why can't you give me a good reason
Of why you can't trust me! I can't keep the tears in anymore
There flowing down my cheeks.
I'm broken and dying inside but ill put on a smile.
Sometimes I feel like a good actor cause know I don't even
know when I'm really happy anymore.
Are you happy I'm broken hearted and crying on the bathroom
Floor wondering what I did to diserve this nobody can
judge me they have no idea what I've been thru and seen yea
you think life is hell come be me for a day
I'm 13 and I hate myself so much.