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Fairness'
Is this fair : Caring so much inevitably that the only way you will stop worrying and stressing. Daily. , is not caring at all. But it will hurt the people you care about If you don't. Most of all it will hurt you if you hurt the people that are there for you, and hurt the only person you have in your live that you need in every aspect.
Following, it will get to the point where you hurt so much that you have no choice but to not care. And when that happens you will lose that one person that you need in every aspect because they will not like the changed you. They won't like the fact that you aren't as sweet, intact, and as compassionate as you were previously. When little do they know you've been hurting the whole time. They will be so hurt that they themselves will begin to not care, starting a cycle of distance. The beginning of the end.
Then what do you do? You've just lost the most important thing in your life. The only thing that you've ever takin pride in, the only thing you've ever wanted and need. The only thing that means the most to you next to life itself. But now, life itself doesn't seem to matter. You've lost the only person that you've devoted living your life with, the only person that knows you, that you wanna talk to, and that you wanna be with. Always, no matter what the situation is. Now your hurting more then you did before because you didn't care. You feel like you fucked up because you stopped caring, when in fact you had no choice. You were hurting so bad that it was beginning to change you for the worst, and you tried to make the best in the only way you can.
Your lost, you've lived day by day, for months and years trying. Trying to make that one person happy. You've lived everyday spending every second with them, learning everything about them. What makes them happy, what makes them smile, what makes them moan when you fuck. They've become a part of you. They've become a necessity of your everyday life, a priority. They've become the only thing that's kept you going through your hurt, and now they're gone.
Their gone , their thoughts have changed. Their feelings towards you have changed and are gone. And now that they've changed, there's no chance in rekindling those feelings. Your words now don't make them smile, you dont make them happy. You are now not even a thought that runs through their mind. There's no chance of them ever loving you again, all because you were hurt. And had no way to help it.
Tell me how that's fair ?
Following, it will get to the point where you hurt so much that you have no choice but to not care. And when that happens you will lose that one person that you need in every aspect because they will not like the changed you. They won't like the fact that you aren't as sweet, intact, and as compassionate as you were previously. When little do they know you've been hurting the whole time. They will be so hurt that they themselves will begin to not care, starting a cycle of distance. The beginning of the end.
Then what do you do? You've just lost the most important thing in your life. The only thing that you've ever takin pride in, the only thing you've ever wanted and need. The only thing that means the most to you next to life itself. But now, life itself doesn't seem to matter. You've lost the only person that you've devoted living your life with, the only person that knows you, that you wanna talk to, and that you wanna be with. Always, no matter what the situation is. Now your hurting more then you did before because you didn't care. You feel like you fucked up because you stopped caring, when in fact you had no choice. You were hurting so bad that it was beginning to change you for the worst, and you tried to make the best in the only way you can.
Your lost, you've lived day by day, for months and years trying. Trying to make that one person happy. You've lived everyday spending every second with them, learning everything about them. What makes them happy, what makes them smile, what makes them moan when you fuck. They've become a part of you. They've become a necessity of your everyday life, a priority. They've become the only thing that's kept you going through your hurt, and now they're gone.
Their gone , their thoughts have changed. Their feelings towards you have changed and are gone. And now that they've changed, there's no chance in rekindling those feelings. Your words now don't make them smile, you dont make them happy. You are now not even a thought that runs through their mind. There's no chance of them ever loving you again, all because you were hurt. And had no way to help it.
Tell me how that's fair ?
Published 27th Jan 2012
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