Stone

Stone it's what my heart is made of hard cold black in color full of Sorrow the smell is horrendous flies eat the maggots colonized on one area (love)(hate)( lies) alcohol cigarettes sex is it really needed the darkness of a small room or a cave Colton damp bats are my only friends the ghost of my past cast a shadow darker than any dark that I've seen I cry out to you Lord but no answer is Jesus really with me or is he against me one day life will get better that's what they say for bitter or worse I do I might never say sex love hate race we all end up in the same place or something like it overdose on depression anxiety and hatred but not yet ready to give up amen Shattered by sexual immortality.