Overwhelmed

the world moves around me so fast
words and phrases I can't grasp
faces I never will remember
doors I cannot ever enter
love I'll never again feel
dreams that never will be real
numbers, too many to count
a sky in which I'll drown
beauty, to never again see
a heart that'll never again beat
my state, to not return
my fire, to never again burn
i dont care for their provocations
these meaningless conversations
this world is way too overwhelming
and I'm not buying what they're selling
can't help but think that i am done
a moment and my time has come
this silence is so loud
I'm flying to the clouds