everytime we try

Every time we try it seems like it never works out
For years you've been wanting us to hang out
And for the first time ever I was opening up to the possibilities of being with you
But right now I just feel so blue

I understand you get busy you have other things going on
But this is not what I agreed upon
Do you have someone that does not really communicate with me
I'm like am I invisible or do you just want to flee

And to the point where you tell me you will hang out with me and then you don't let me know that you can't and have me wondering

The things that you tell me in the actions you do are completely different and I have been studying

To me, you just show that you don't care
And this is so not fair
For years you've been wanting me
And now I guess I'm just going to have to let this be

I'm not sure with you been going on in your head
But I guess there were signs that I misread

I still believe in love
But always feeling like I don't matter to someone is what I'm tired of
I do love getting affection and also someone who won't be scared to put me in front of other people
This low-key relationship is not what I'm about and right now it feels like you're stabbing me with needles