BEEN HERE BEFORE

You ever had an feeling of being alone with the process of the pain heavy upon your heart, eating away at the very core of your subconsciousness driving you crazy almost insane. Yet there is knowone to explain how much you really hurt deep, beneath the surface of your heart as the tears silently falls from your eyes. For do you remember what it felt like to hear your own voice, cracking when you try to speak yet no words would escape, from your mouth as you try desperately to speak out loud. You ever had one of those moments when you just wanted to scream, at the top of your voice but only silent whispers can be heard through the night winds, that blows through the night breeze as it sends chills down your spine. For have you ever been to a place that felt like you, have been there before at another time, within the depth of your mind and felt the loneliness plus emptiness inside. Ripping into the very core existences of your being, as it almost feels like its choking the air from your lungs each time you try to breath, as you inhale and exhale what is considered a gift of life. Have you ever wondered through the stairway of your silent tears, that falls through the night like raindrops falling from the skies. Releasing the depth of the darkness that surrounds the depth of your heart and soul. For have you ever wondered through the transcending skies at night, in the abyss of the darkness surrounded by nothing more than mirages of demons and gouls. And imagine that you were walking alone on a long deserted road, and from the corner of your eyes you notice something in the distance. Yet as you stare closer you recognize the silhouette shadow emerging from the darkness. Then you recognize the figure within the dimming lights, that it's your own image you see of yourself walking alone amongst the silence of the dead of the night.