The lost of love

There is a lot I refuse to speak on...
My heart is starting to run out of
 love that run out that skips a
beat in my heart.
The time is ticking closer and
 closer time is slowly running out.
Trying to close my eyes wondering
will it ever stop these sleepless
nights was becoming nightmares
 trying to fight these demon's
 that just will not leave me alone
no matter how hard I try.
They just will not leave me alone.
The love I use to have I can no longer feel nor taste anymore .
Like fuck my heart is no longer feeling love "Dame" anymore.
Were is the beat of
 my heart trying to Fight to love once's more.

~©butterfly~