I Love

I don't want to forget what happened, I don't want to forget you.
You say I need to, So that i heal.
stop feeling bad bout what i did.
You tell me not to bea myself up over the past,
to look for someone worthy,
someone with whom i'll build a future
But all i do is wonder why;
why i led you to end it,
why i ended it;
how i ended it
when i ended it

But again,
When think of you, when i remember you,
I don't remember the bad i did, I don't feel bad and suicidalish,
I remember that i never really stopped feeling it all.
Yes, i feel the emotion in my seven pounds and i know that i can still feel.
It reminds me that I'm not inhuman.
It reminds me that I have loved
that i can love,
that i love.