Silly Girl

I told you that I love you and you took that and used it against me.
I told you that i missed you but you just never listened.
In your eyes everything I do is wrong even when i say just hold on.
You know that i would drive 500 miles just to be with you for a little while.
 Just like i would give you my last and behind that no questions would be asked.
What do i mean to you,
 am i just something convenient to you,
  just another stupid screw?
Tell me how much i mean to you and that you want this too.
 Tell me You don't want to lose me and that forever is what you see.
 Tell me that we want the same things or
am i just stupid for believing that your heart was in my name.
 I'll never be your only one, number one.  
Guess I'm stuck being that silly girl that you'll never let in your world