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scattered thoughts

I am alive, but I am not
the stars can't shine bright enough to blind me from the pain
that the dark world brings every night
while you sleep sound in your bed the
voices
crawl into my head, whisper and taunt
screaming things that should be done,things that have gone wrong
things that should've never been made
using the blade the world fades away into this empty nothing
that makes me content and happy
 but wait..?
where did the water come from? why can't I suddenly breathe?
drowning
in my life,in my mistakes, in things I could've done but never did
sinking
futher and further down until I can't see the surface or the water anymore
trying to swim I realize I am caught
no, more like captured
By the sea monster that holds me in its grasp
 he wont let me leave, even if i wanted to
 he'll keep me here with him and watch me as I
Drown.
Written by jinabell21 (Jina Bella)
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